yesterday I felt very nice xDD... why?? i don't know, maybe was 'cause one of muy real friends told me something and I saw everything I needed. I love so mucho my friend... he always told me that y want to hear... that I need to hear... thanks! ^^ so... yesterday I did something... jajajaja i can't believe it now xD 'cause I was very bured and i had to do anything to be funn xD... and only I did it, was good ^^ is funn.
ok... really I can't understand me... what I want?? what have I to do?? to be happy... forget sadly... smile again with my soul, see everything with my only heart... I wish don't need them, but I'm human and like everyone I have feelings and have to figth with them to control them and finally try to do dessapear them... jajaja maybe I have to kill my heart... not?? well, whatever, this is my real life.
i'm sooooooooo happy!!! now I have the last disc of Mago de Oz... that's good!! wonderful xD I like it very much!! I don't stop listen it... but, sometimes It do that I fell sad 'cause I remember much things... painfull things u_u
tonight we have a party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope that it will be good ^^ everybody need drink and smoke a lot xDD, maybe I can do other funn things but I have to decide it.
sábado, diciembre 10, 2005