This is the biggest question to me...
how much time to leave??
how much time to know??
how much time tu wait??
how much time to have my answers??

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo please i want to kill myself only cause i dont know what wait of the life!!!!!!!!!! i hate my life today >.<

ok... no everything is bad, cause i saw my best friend and we had a very nice time whit his friends, jajajaja xD!! i met a lot of people today, i like that! we went at the cony's house, later at the park near cony's house... well, before we went at the center of santiago and smoked, drunk, mi best friend was bad, speaking about crazy things... he's crazy i love him cause he can do that i fell good, protected, loved... he's my only love, the only men i truste and love, thank you my really friend!!!! ^^

well... i arrived home and understood everithing... i have to be pacient and wait for my turn, i hate my life whit all my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! always it can do that i fell too bad... i don't like live anymore but i know that i must to be here cause there is people that need me, and love me too...

i want to found the way to be happy... this is not my time...

   [ POSTED BY berkana_einsamkeit @ 8:36 p. m. ] [ ]